Ps. I lit a cig backwards tonight but all the lights were off so I’m pretty sure I’m still in the right.

Anything in relation to heath gives me a bonzer (that’s boner in australian btw)

Caved today and ate a bunch of chocolate. Going to the doctor tomorrow, feeling scared to death about it. Also, dying my hair red because it’s the only way I can cope with emotions atm.

Thank my horoscope, yours and his to keep me from hyper ventilating to death today. Also thank fx for how I met your mother, and the couch for being a great place to sit on my ass and drink beer alone.

in other news today wasn’t so bad, I stood up for myself the only way I know how: By being a complete bitch. Also rode my new bike around in a random neighborhood cus were the fuck am I supposed to bike on the mean streets of houston?

I’m tired and terrified I have health problems. I miss my friends, I miss ananta, maria, jr, ramone. I miss kelly, kelsey, and steven. I miss people who care about me, but I choose to surround myself with anything that aids in self distructing behavior. I’m tired, I’m sad. I’m a shitty excuse of a person and all I want is for IFC to work so I can watch requiem for a dream. Ps. this blogs full of sappy shit so quit well your ahead.

Showtime and pizza equals date night with my couch.

You remind me of my father so fucking much it scares me.